Life.

The sunniest day of the week, and i didn't miss one bit of it. Life makes you want to wonder why? Which brings us back to the first blog i ever did. Questions. They are asked every second, and sometimes, they aren't put into a question. But those questions, they lead to arguments. It was three 'o'clock and I was on the grass, with Matt. We were enjoying the sun; but mostly each others company. And he asked me a question that made me think, all the way home. It's weird how we got only one life. Can you imagine if we had unlimited? That question swam around my head, and quite honestly; it still is. But it's something someone wonders about. What if we did have unlimited life's. What would we all be like? What couldn't we do? 

We'd take things for granted wouldn't we? If we missed something, then we wouldn't care because we would know that we have another life. Mistakes wouldn't be mistakes. Because we would be able to make them right, next time. Would we become lonely? Because of our unlimited life's, would we forget how to love another? Or would we get sick and tired of it? Or would we not know what it truly feels like? 

There are so many things that we miss in life, and we have opportunities but many of them we will decline. Our road will change every so often. And some things we will wish for and never get, but some we do. Good and bad things happen through life. Many are bad, but are for the good. And some are good, and for the bad. We will lose many people, and gain a few. But the few we keep are the ones we truly keep. Not everything we lose we find. And the many that we lose are gone forever and all we can do is wish them well. But what if it wasn't like this? Would it be called life? Would anything we do matter? Would we care?

We would go crazy. That's what Matt said. We would. We would go crazy, because we would kill ourselves, then come back. It would be an never-ending line that would suddenly made us turn down the wrong road. 

No-one wants eternal life. If we did we would watch the ones we love slowly go. One by one. We would be lonely. We would have nothing to live for. Nothing to wake up, feeling lucky for. Nothing to look forward to each day. It's a wish we all want; but a wish we know we shouldn't have. 

So from now on. Live life the way you want to. If an opportunity comes up, do what you want; take it or leave it. When you lose something, try your hardest to find it. And if it turns out to be lost forever; maybe you weren't meant to have it. If something bad happens; think about the good side of it. And if something good happens; be grateful it wasn't bad. If you find love; hold onto it, enjoy it and when it fades, remember it and never regret it. Because you are the one that is living your life, you are the one who is putting that road down as you walk. You are the one that can rely on this road. And when something makes you stop; get back up again and carry on. Because thats the way of life. We are born, we are here to do what we want to do. And we go. This is one part of life that makes life, life. Dieing is one way of staying forever. Because if you are missed; you are not gone, not yet. Dieing is us. 

When life gives you lemons; you make lemonade.